I took
great umbrage to the following post by site owner BUncle:
I have to hit a button and then go to the admin panel to promote a post to front page - and I stopped after I realized you always quit before the game's finished.
[shrugs] I appreciate the effort you put in and the value it has to the community -especially since you started with the screenshots- but I don't think we'd be keeping any eyes we drew if new people feel let-down by the lack of an ending. Waiting to see if it concludes before I promote doesn't seem quite right, but two minutes devoted to promoting "Svensgaard is a douchebag" to the Front Page is two minutes spent making AC2 look bad. Pushing something on Facebook and other places can eat hours.
I mean, yo - it's wintertime, and I haven't crawled out of my winter mood. I simply cannot get myself motived to go to a lot of trouble -and believe me, pimping whatever around the nets, you could almost train a chimp to do, but it's still a lot of work- without more confidence in what I'm selling. I care how much trouble you go to, but NerdX don't. NerdX leaves AC2 forever feeling cheated if I try to sell him AARs that always get abandoned. [/shrug]
What's the background on this? For reasons not of my own making, my AARs were occupying the lion's share of this website's HOME page for
a long time. Many, many months of top billing. I never asked for that or suggested it in any way. I figured the site had some kind of RSS feed for recent forum traffic. Since I was often the only one posting, I figured my long posts had naturally risen to the top of the site. What disturbed me, is an old post of mine seemed to stay there forever. It's still there, a year later, although now there's this huge Civ VI splash above it. I figured, must have been some kind of technical difficulty. RSS feed broken. Didn't ask about it, because self-promotion and site promotion were never previously my goals.
That has changed. My work includes screenshots and is of higher quality now. As has happened on other sites in the past - like writing fanfics for The Hobbit on Reddit, for instance - my level of output has risen to the point, where it requires an audience to justify the number of hours I put into it.
So I'm quite angry to learn the truth about why my work was "up" or "not up" like that, all this time. No technical malfunction at all. BUncle decides there's something he personally doesn't like about the work, and sidelines it.
Who has done AARs this past year on this site?
Me. Who is consistent with the output? Who actually went to the trouble to improve the output, when someone asked for screenshots? And how does my work stack up against the rest of the archive? Frankly, my
recent work is better and more consistent than the
vast majority of the archive, such as I've perused it. That doesn't mean I'm getting any hits for it, compared to historical norms. The reason is simple: the community has shrunk drastically.
The idea that a "rage quitting NerdX" should be a barrier to showing my work, because the work isn't "finished", is absurd. In the other thread, I've already detailed some of the ways it's absurd. Like that a popular poster got 14K views on his
unfinished epic AAR in the past. Wasn't any kind of barrier on driving eyeballs. How many views am I getting in contrast? What you'd expect from a mostly dead subforum, that's what. I write volumes, crickets mostly chirp.
For posterity, I just finished putting "Epilogues" on all of my recent AARs that have screenshots. They're acerbic and take digs at this preposterous notion. Especially at people who "think they should leave now" because all this unpaid writing work didn't satisfy their every whim. I have a long and sordid track record in Open Source communities. I've given quite a lot of my own sweat and blood in the past, and frankly such an attitude deeply offends me. You want MOAR? Well consider paying me, or thanking me, or showcasing what I
did do for you.
In this post, I have new metrics for just how absurd this attitude is about "finishing".
I've reviewed whether I won, lost, or blew off my recent games. Those were the only 3 results. I have also tabulated the amount of
webpage content for each category.
Definitions:
- "won" = 99.9% of the game finished, in terms of real wall clock time spent. Only a fool would claim I didn't win those games.
- "lost" = actually stomped by the AI. Only a masochist would continue.
- "blew off" = quit playing a perfectly viable game, because I wasn't enjoying it.
These definitions
do not include, reaching a victory screen, formally and officially pushing the buttons to have the game tell me I won. Or lost. I am not a Formalist. If you are winning at chess, you can tell your opponent "mate in 2 moves" and he can concede. The AI is too stupid to do that. Even playing another 5 turns in late game on a Huge map can consume
hours of your Real Life. Why the !@$! should I? I'm not a paid gaming journalist, I'm a conscientious provider of Free Stuff.
The recent screenshotted games, in "thread name -
outcome, web pages" format:
slow transporting -
won, 2
Miriam makes me shiver -
won, 4
Zhakarov is killed by aliens -
lost, 1
boring small island start -
blew off, 1
Aki vs. Yitzi and PRACX -
blew off, 1
Cha Dawn braves the unknown -
blew off, 2
Svensgaard is a douchebag -
blew off, 1
Santiago the Builder -
blew off, 3
Total Complete Games, won or lost, in webpages:
7Total Incomplete Games, in webpages:
8My batting average regarding BUncle's absurd objection, is on the order of 50%.
All of which will be eclipsed by "Does Miriam Suck?" if I have a reason to continue it. It's already 9 pages. It can easily go to 15. It is
massive. It is the level at which I'm writing now.
Anything after that is likely to be on a similar scale, although improvements may make it shorter. In any event it'll be better.
But the goose doesn't lay golden eggs unless the goose has a reason to. I didn't write another Hobbit interlude either. Drowned by too much other /r/writingprompts content, there's no visibility.
Meanwhile, what AARs has BUncle offered us recently? NONE. I'm sure he has plenty of other responsibilities running the site, but can someone be a little more thankless and judgmental about
good work put in front of him? "Would hurt our eyeballs counts". Puh-leeze. Like the excruciating tactical and strategic discussions I've provided, have no value on their own. It's not like I
fake games or
play badly.
So here's what I want.
I want a top spot on the homepage for my recent screenshotted work. It is of the highest quality you've got around here. I may be equalled, but I am Unsurpassed. You think someone did a better job in the past,
show me the work! I'll believe it when I see it. I haven't seen it so far, but I haven't been poring every last post for obvious reasons.
Too busy writing good work."Top spot" means someone doesn't have to scroll to see the post, i.e. no giant Civ VI splash hogging everything. I would
recommend you ditch that thing. Put it on a diet at least. This is supposed to be a SMAC site. If you think you should be in the business of Civ VI traffic instead, well I can go find a bigger Civ VI forum and post my puny SMAC AARs
there. I don't personally need you for promoting Civ VI, and I have a low opinion of the franchise in general. SMAC is the best that was produced, that's why I'm here.
I can stomach appearing
alongside Civ VI. I'm not going to be underbilled by it though.
I don't expect anything from anyone "overnight". Only a good faith statement that yes, you were wrong BUncle about the caliber of my recent work, and this really should be done for the betterment of the site. And that in general, anything that betters the site, should be getting the top billing, whatever forms they come in.
What I'm asking for, is no more than I had in the past, by accident, by no design of my own. I'm asking now because I do require exposure to put this level of effort into things, and because
it will rationally help this SMAC community.
I do not expect to stay in a top spot. Frankly I was alarmed at being that way for so long. Made it smell like a dead site, and
that wasn't wrong. I would love to see other people's work be showcased in a top spot, even if it's only some yuk yuk forum post that's particularly amusing on the subject of SMAC. I'm not picky. My own work was up there once, and it wasn't even intended for mass consumption.
But that has changed. I can either provide you with high quality AARs about SMAC, or I can get on with what I really should be doing with my Life. Which is either authoring my own SMAC-like game and making my own website to drive traffic to, or finding some lesser effort way to get a bigger audience for my AAR skills. Which I clearly have now.
If anyone has any opinion on this other than BUncle, that would be welcome. But I don't expect anyone to wade into this drama. If this post receives no responses, I won't be surprised. Feel free to PM me if you'd like.
But the die
is cast. If my
recent work cannot be recognized for what it is, I am
so outta here.