posted 08-04-99 10:25 AM ET
Anna Galliani allowed herself to fall backwards onto the sofa. She was exhausted after her voyage over the Geothermal Shallows to this backwater city of Baikonur. The Shallows made the journey turbulent at best, and Galliani did not find herself enjoying her University companions. There was that awful Vasily Novi, for example, who fit every stereotype anyone on Planet held of Academicians � polite, engaging, and thoughtful, but only to fellow Academicians. Well, maybe to other scientists and politicians as well. However, to this ex-Believer, Galliani thought, he was callous, unfeelingly elitist, condescending and overall just unpleasant to be around. She knew he was suspicious of her, but she didn�t mind that; it was perfectly understandable. What really bugged her about Novi was that he seized every opportunity to drive home the superiority of the University system � the superiority of science over religion, of centralized representative democracy over fundamentalist theocracy, even of genetic engineered foodstuffs over natural ones. The University had everything right, and her presence was Vasily Novi�s chance to flaunt that.Her residential suite was both spacious and luxurious for one located in a small frontier base, and at first this surprised her. Although she had been, officially, a doctor in her days in New Jerusalem, the University knew of her true occupation and would consider her a �soft� scientist at best, hardly meriting the lifestyle of one of the elite of the UoP. Their desperate need for her skills and knowledge was hilariously ironic. This suite, the �generous� stipend of University energy credits, everything, were �considerations� for her defection and her new work. Knowing that, of course, did not lessen the surprise, for in her heart Galliani did not feel like a defector, as someone who needed payments or bribes. Rather, she felt as though it was the Believers who had abandoned her, as though it was Miriam who abandoned her.
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Anna Galliani picked up her journal and entered the numeric code into the digital display to open it. It was something she had neglected to do for quite some time, and today she was determined to make an entry in it. She looked at it lovingly, as it had been a present from her grandmother � nowadays journals were kept in files on personal networks. In this journal, all the entries were handwritten, inaccessible to illegal hackers and prying Domestic Security agents alike, and Galliani was thankful for that. She lifted her pen off from the desk, but after a moments hesitation she returned it to its former position. She couldn�t help herself, before making another entry, from flipping back and re-reading her life story.
It brought back painful memories, memories of the fall of the United States, the rise of the Christian States, and, of course, of the early years on Planet. For her, spiritually dead years. Like the Gallianis back in the days of the Christian States of America, early on, on Planet, she had retained her Roman Catholicism. In a twisted sort of way, her family�s ties with the prominent Godwinsons help them hide, and thus keep, their faith despite the mainstream fundamentalist fervor. This twisted reality held true on Chiron, as no one dared to suspect the only living relative of Sister Godwinson of holding an allegiance to the False God of Rome. Unlike the Gallianis of Earth, however, Anna could not go to secret Catholic masses, could not give secret confessions, etc., and slowly her faith degraded. Anna Galliani was unwilling to concede that, if God existed, he was anything other than Catholic; as a result, there were many points on which she could base an atheistic outlook. On Chiron, there was no Vatican, no Holy See, no successor to Saint Peter, and so she gradually conceded that her religion could not be correct � if it were, where was the Pope, the cardinals, the bishops? Therefore, she disbelieved in God.
Anna Galliani shed a tear as the journal brought these memories to the forefront of her consciousness. Pretending to be one of those hatefully bizarre fundamentalists was taxing, to say the least, but after decades of practice, she had become exceptionally good at it. Even her �beloved� Miriam hadn�t a clue as to the existence of her fa�ade. One day, she swore, I will escape the Believers and make them regret their very existence. For now, however, she would play the part of the good little Believer.
After collecting herself, she rose up out of her seat and turned around to survey her room. Not a pretty sight, but her luggage appeared to be in order. Confirming this with the help of a checklist stored on her palmtop, she smiled to herself and put the journal into a pocket of one of her bags. After making sure that her computer�s answering service was online, she strapped her bags onto herself and exited her suite.
Officially, Galliani was a microbiologist, and it was true that that profession was within her capabilities; she held numerous degrees in many various fields. Every now and again she would make medical excursions � like the recent one relating to the Prometheus Virus outbreak � to fool the press and the public at large. Doing this was necessary as she was, by virtue of her relation to Sister Godwinson, a public figure despite the fact that her true job was classified. These lies were sinful, but Galliani did not particularly care about sin, and Godwinson viewed herself immune to it. It was just another on of those things.
�Ground floor, please.� The elevator�s computer obeyed, hissing her down to the bottom of the residential dome. An archaic transportation system compared to the other factions�, she thought, but, then again, what could she expect from a faction such as this? The elevator topped its descent and Galliani disembarked, waving towards neighbors she happened to pass by.
�May I take your bags, Ms. Galliani?� a baggage boy ran up to her smiling. �We go anywhere in the city now.�
She paused for a moment. She had forgotten that the baggage services of the Dome had broadened their �field� of work due to slumping sales. It was like living in Morgan Trade Center, Galliani joked mentally. �Sure. I�m meeting one of my colleagues at the entrance of the Departures Complex, Mister�?� She asked as she lifted her bags from her shoulders.
�Oh, James, ma�am. Taking a vacation after all that work? My father was in Valley of the Faithful when the epidemic broke out and he would have died if it wasn�t for your team.�
Oh, just my luck, Galliani thought, smiling nonetheless. �Oh that�s wonderful. No, I�m afraid not about the vacation, though. Just more work, but minus the outbreaks this time, thank the Lord.�
�Amen to that. When do you have to be there by, ma�am?�
�You can call me Anna if you want,� Galliani said, opening her palmtop. �Ooh� twenty minutes.�
�Oh, we�d better hurry then.�
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Galliani awoke from her rejuvenating nap, stirring upwards to glance at the time on the computer display on the wall. She stretched, happy in the knowledge that it had only been half an hour. �Computer,� she demanded, �play �Izblavenie Posla.� It�s a medieval Orthodox motet, I believe? I don�t know who it�s by.�
�Your selection has been accessed. However, this work contains religious references,� the metallic voice of the computer warned. �Pursuant to the Act of Artistic Freedom, you must swear that you are listening to this music for artistic, rather than religious, reasons. Do you so swear?�
Galliani was suddenly very awake with a rush of a cold emptiness overcoming her. This was a preposterous requirement� but it wasn�t as though she�d have to lie. Reading from the display, she recited, �I, Anna Galliani, do so swear.�
�A voiceprint of your oath has been forwarded to the local office of the Department of Cultural Affairs,� the computer responded. The room was then filled with beautiful chant, soothing over the hallow feeling she had inside.